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1.5= Tag! ARGH!!!! WHY?!

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 8:43 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: "The Unforgiven"- Metallica
  • Playing: Piano
I was tagged by :iconsonicshadowlover:

THE RULES:
1. Post these rules
2. Write 8 random facts about thyself.
3. Post these things in your journal.
4. TAG 8 more people into doing the meme.
5. Go to the TAGGEDS' DA pages to let them know they're TAGGED

1. I'm 20% German, 15% Comanche Indian, 30% British, 15% Irish, and 20% whatever else
2. I play piano?
3. I have a friend that was born two hours after me in the same hospital in the same room. My mom was going to name me Nikki instead of Kari. But because of the boy next to me being named Nick, she changed my name. And he has all of the same medical problems as me.
4. There's things about me that no one knows except Nick. One of them being something that would scar people for life.
5. I hear voices in my head and I'm perfectly sane.
6. I'm bipolar sometimes. Not enough to have the actual disease, but enough to make me feel like I'm losing my mind. (I need help with that.)
7. When I'm happy or when I just get up, the outside rim of my iris is blue and so is the center of my eye around the pupil. But it's so dark you can hardly see it. And besides, my eyes are such a dark shade of brown, they look black.
8. I ran out of things to say. I'm not that interesting.

I tag...

Nick! :iconhiroyukimiroku:

1.5= Well, we're screwed

Journal Entry: Tue May 6, 2008, 6:43 AM
One hour ago my family was doing okay. Well, we don't have much money, but we were fine. We had two working vehicles that were in good condition, all of use were fine.

We got into a car wreck on my way to school because some IDIOT decides to turn off of the road with NO WARNING. Three cars got totaled. No one was hurt though other than my mom and me, thank God. This was the first time I've cried until I've puked on the side of the road and I'm hurting right now...

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: "Let the Wind Erase Me"- Assemblage 23

1.5= Humanity

Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 11:06 AM
Warning about the upcoming rant:
I know this doesn't apply to my town alone. But I can't judge other towns or high schools because I don't know anything about them. And I am not talking about anyone who may be considered a prep or jock or whatever on here. You guys are ok. These people here, in this town aren't. (And Haku, Winry, Saki, Nick and anyone else who goes to school with me who are reading this, this doesn't include you guys.) And I'm not meaning to cpmlain. I'm just pissed off. Please don't say "stop complaining" because I just needed to write this.
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I hate these people in this town. I swear I hate them so much my ancestors probably hate them as well. This hate transcends time itself! Everyone here is so bigoted. They hate you if you aren't normal. I, am not 'normal' and neither are any of my friends. 'Cause I believe that here, to consider yourself their sense of the word 'normal', you're setting yourself up for failure. Which is fine if you're going to live here all your life in this hell. But I am not.

People here seem to think that all that matters is who they're friends with, who's 'dating' who (I use this term loosely), who's popular, who isn't, and a bunch of other shit. I'm so sick of them all. They're disgusting. We're all fucking human here. We all only have 80 years or so to make our peace on this earth. And when we die, we have to face ourselves in the end and it won't matter who the hell is popular or whatever. They don't realize this.

Thank God I can move when I'm 18. Only 3.5 years, or 42 months, or 110,376,000 seconds left. =___=

I like to count the seconds.

  • Mood: Sarcastic
  • Listening to: "El Mañana"- Gorillaz
  • Reading: I have no new books... T_T